Biggest tumor in a humanbody: Money and Power

It is sickening me how everything in this world is all about money and power. It has always been like that and it probably won't change. Money and power are tumors, and the danger of it is that it can be lethal to others around you but more important it can be lethal to yourself.

Those two things can make people insane. When you realize that no person is completely selfless, you realize this tumor will never go away. Religion, healthcare, wars, governments, organisations, companies, charities; all about money or power or both.

Last week I was talking with a friend about the meaning of friendship. And why people are friends in the first place. It all turned out to the question: Whats in it for me? What do I gain from this friendship?

Maybe this is the reason why I don't have a lot of ambition and maybe this is why I am not looking forward to a great career. I don't want to play this game of money and power. I don't want to intentionally screw over people over and over. I don't want to drive myself insane with things that don't even matter that much.

Jup, maybe trying to get powerful and rich is the worst decision everrr.  Maybe it's better to be in the middle class.At least then you don't have to deal with all those backstabbing bitches, or maybe not that much.

So when people ask me what I want to achieve in life, this is my answer:
Living life avoiding big bumps and heavy life changers. Just as a "normal" person. Fitting in the system. Being selfish by doing the things you like and taking care for you and your family first. Trying to eat, sleep and having a roof above your head, with occasionally a trip, to see more of the world.

Is it that bad to live your life that way? Is it so bad to have that little ambition?
Is it that bad look out for yourself first? Really.....?!?

Decisions