About me

Well hello there!

Let me introduce myself,

My name is Cindy, I am a typical "no problems" person and I live the life people expect me to. 

I live with my parents - They're still together.

I have brothers and sisters - Yes, fortunately or unfortunately I am the middle child.
I have been working jobs since I was 16. I have passed every school year from kindergarten till the last year of college. I have never switched studies after choosing one and somewhere in the middle I even started to like this profession. 

And that is why I am 20 years young and only a few months away from my bachelor degree in communications. 

I think alot of parents would at least try to achieve this with their child.- So good job to my parents. 

But I think you know, even a perfect life isn't perfect.  So what are the negatives to this life you say?

Just to name a few; 

1. Lack of ambition

I like the work that I do, but I don't feel the need to excel in it. 

My mantra?  I don't live to work, I work to live. People that say you should make a living out of your hobby. Oh god no! I love dancing, classical ballet in particular, but I would never want to make it my job. Can you imagine not eating what ever you want? No thanks, no one should tell me what or what not to eat.

2. Fear of relationships and commitment 

Taking a risk by falling in love and mess up your perfect life? Hell no! I'd rather give and receive love from friends and family. Can you imagine putting yourself in such a vulnerable position with the chance on getting hurt by some guy?  Changing your perfect life for another person? Why would people do that? Well, maybe that is what they call love but that hasn't occurred to me yet. 

I also love taking time for myself, but that's another story. 

3. Living an older life

Being around older people my whole life makes me older than I am. If you want people to take you serious, you need to act like an adult. Working in a company with people over 30, makes me feel over 30. How many 20 year olds will feel to tired or to old to go out clubbing?

I love to jump in bed before 12pm. 

Luckily I am a daydreamer, I love my wild imagination. It is the only thing that keeps me young besides my actual age. 

That is my life, facing difficulties when your life is basically "perfect".